1. I could still remember the first moment we were as close as sitting right next to each other. My heartbeat accelerates, hoping you’d never heard it. My hands are shaking, hoping no one had noticed though it seemed like it was only me and you in the room. I don’t understand how this uneasiness traveled that very day. I don’t even know you. How ashamed I was feeling that way, only God knows and I don’t see the purpose He made me experienced such borrowed time. It was magic.2. I like you since the day I first saw you. I couldn’t lie to myself but I’m good in pretending as if you’re just like the average men I know.
3. If I like you, does it change anything? I believe it doesn’t matter to you not as much as it matters to me ‘coz I know from the very start the woman you like… and it wasn’t me.
4. God knows how I suppressed my feelings, how in some of my weird ideas I regret the day I realized your existence but there’s no reason I shouldn’t be grateful to Him ‘coz knowing someone like you, it’s all worth the pain.
5. Our story, it has no beginning and no end.
6. Unless I had a change of heart, I wish I could see you as an acquaintance rather than a friend. I may be unfair to you but it’s the best thing I could ever had.
7. Thinking about us as a couple, I would be the more lucky to have you than you’re lucky to have me. I just see the picture of how little I am, how we aren’t meant for each other ‘coz all I ever wanted is the perfect woman for you.
8. How I wish that every single day of your life, you’re as happy as you can be. Happy without any traces of me, maintaining such happiness is all I could ever ask.
9. If you see, hear, smell, taste and feel the same way I do, it’s a miracle.
10. Our story, it’s in God’s hands more than ours.
